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Can't wait for school to start?

  Kids and parents anticipate the end of the school year with excitement about all the summer will hold. Ball games, trips to the water park, fireworks, cookouts. Then summer arrives and the kids complain of boredom. The car trip turns into seemingly endless arguments about who has encroached whose space. The trip to the water park is more exhausting than exhilarating, at least for the parents. Soon, parents are looking forward to the beginning of the school year with excitement. It often brings a sense of disappointment. They may wonder what they’re doing wrong or feel they’re just no good at parenting. It’s important to remember a couple of things. One, you will never get parenting completely right, but your presence is what matters most. (By presence, I mean more than physical presence. We all know when someone is truly with us. Our kids know it, too). Find ways to be present with your kids, even if it means messes don't get cleaned up right away. And consider that getting caugh...
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for Father's Day

Here's a post I wrote many years ago and posted on a now retired blog: THURSDAY, DECEMBER 16, 2010 A Christmas Reflection Joseph, the Obedient Father If you were God and you were working out an elaborate plan whereby one member of the Trinity would visit humankind, be born as a baby, and grow to manhood before revealing himself as the Messiah, you wouldn’t want him growing up in just any old home, right? Not that Jesus could have turned out badly, but because you’d want him in a caring environment where his parents saw to his physical and spiritual well-being. Much is made, as it should be, of Jesus’ mother Mary. She was a remarkable young woman whose words “let it be to me according to your word” should be our heartbeat. But we don’t hear as much about Joseph and I think that’s too bad. We’re introduced to him in Matthew 1, where, after a long line of “___ the father of ___ and ___ the father of ___,” there’s “Joseph the husband of Mary, of whom Jesus was born . . .” Right away yo...
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Man vs. Infertility

  ( I wrote this twelve years ago; reposting on her 17th birthday)            I knew I’d never be a father.           I wanted desperately to be a father, but after 17 years of marriage it just didn’t seem like it was going to happen. We’d pursued adoption three times and each time it had fallen through. Susanne got pregnant once about 12 years into our journey. It was a complete shock to her doctor and us. We enjoyed one week of excitement before she miscarried.           While I really wanted to be a father there was a place, deep inside me, where I knew it wasn’t going to happen. It was angry resignation that accused God of giving me the desire to be a father while working against me to make sure it would never happen.           So the night of November 1, 2005, when we slept in a hospital room with ou...
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We've lost a great writer . . .

One of my favorite Frederick Buechner quotes: "...the world sets in to making us what the world would like us to be, and because we have to survive after all, we try to make ourselves into something that we hope the world will like better than it apparently did the selves we originally were. That is the story of all our lives, needless to say, and in the process of living out that story, the original, shimmering self gets buried so deep that most of us hardly end up living out of it at all. Instead, we live out all the other selves which we are constantly putting on and taking off like coats and hats against the world’s weather."
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The thrill of a bigger calling . . .

The end of Acts 4 is what the Church looks like when we really understand the gospel. They brought everything they had, no longer considering themselves to “own” any of their possessions. I sometimes give money, but not to this degree. My things are MY THINGS. I find it even more difficult to be generous with my time. Honestly, sometimes a gift of money is quick and relatively painless. It lets me feel good about myself without giving up time and possessions that are dearer to me. Yet of those early believers it was said, “None of them would say, ‘This is mine!’ about any of their possessions but held everything in common” (Acts 4:32).   Can you imagine the thrill of living in those early days of the church and sharing things this way? Taking care of each other, not grasping for their own things. They lived as though they truly believed the gospel and that God was preparing a place for them in heaven where real life began and thus there was no need to hold onto things here. To be s...
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Placing myself at the scene . . .

     It’s been my tendency to read John 14 and look down on Thomas and Philip. Thomas, of course, already has the bad rap as “doubting Thomas.” The scene that led to that nickname had not happened yet when John 14 is told, yet my mind fills in the details of it and I’ve already stacked the deck against him. So he says, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going. How can we know the way?” Good grief, Thomas, haven’t you been paying attention? Jesus is about to die and is giving final, important words and you’re asking a question like that? And then Philip says, “Lord, show us the Father; that will be enough for us.” Are you kidding? Jesus responds, “How can you say, ‘Show us the Father?’” and I’m like, “yeah, Philip, how can you?”      When I do this I hold myself above Thomas and Philip and the other disciples who weren’t getting it. Oh, but I have the benefit of knowing how the story unfolds. I get to look back on it all with all the details filled in. But t...
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Truly seeing . . .

          John 9 tells the wonderful story of Jesus giving a man his sight. It wasn’t restored because the man had been blind from birth. He was given sight for the first time. That’s cause for celebration! Yet that is not what happened. And it becomes the backdrop to a larger conversation about seeing.   The disciples didn’t see. They were blinded by the teaching that someone’s sin was responsible for the man being born blind. The Pharisees didn’t see. They had a genuine desire to honor God and tried to show it by going beyond the Law. In their zeal to please God they were blind to the value of people. The only one who truly saw was the one whose physical sight had been restored. He knew something substantial had happened that was beyond his sight being restored. He knew someone significant was on the scene because “No one has ever heard of a healing of the eyes of someone born blind. If this man wasn’t from God, he couldn’t do this.” I think pa...
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